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4月23日 mess world .no way out.I still remember the world from the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings were clouded by what i know now.
Where has my heart gone?
And i'd even dream for the real world.
Oh, I, I want to go back to believing in everything and knowing nothing at all.
I still remember the sun always warm on my back.
somehow it seems colder now.
where has my heart gone?
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger.
oh I, I want to go back to believing in everything.
Where has my heart gone?
And i'd even dream for the real world.
Oh,I,I want to go back to believing in everything.
Oh where ,where has my heart gone?
Trapped in the eyes of a stanger.
Oh I,I want to go back to believing in everything.
Life seems fade away. it's a sick world. No one ever is pure.
we should be simple and nice after we were born, but the shit life make us became jeasous and pretending.
I don't know how to trust .
I don't know whom i could trust.
I stared at the dark sky. Endless darkness and waking stars. It's still no way out. The roads were anywhere,but i have no place to go.
in this sick world, people find warm from loneness. No doubt that you will feel safer when you stay with yourself.nobody will hurt you. At first, i thought the world was colourful. I believe everything. I always felt the warm of sunshine on my back. people afflict each other to get the happiness. what happened with this world? who named the days? why you didn't have any doubts to this ugly world?
no one but me can save myself,but it's too late. now i can not think, think why i should even try.
mess world where everybody felt incapacity . Just stay ,accept and suffer.
where have the hearts gone?
i want to slap the dirty world's on the face.
11月24日 金鱼之死今天,金鱼死了.
路边商店,一只很美的红色金鱼.死亡.
它的瞳孔,渐渐放大.
死前的微笑.
死亡的眼神,铭记.
凌晨,闭上双眼.
那双死亡的眼睛浮现.
忘记了的,又重现.
那条黑色的金鱼.第一次见它时.没了左眼.残疾的鱼.游动的时候,很颤抖.
不久以后,又没了右眼.
双眼爆了的黑色金鱼,在混浊的水中游.仿佛无头尸在人群中行走.
混浊绿色的水,唯一一条黑色金鱼.
男人用手抚摸她的头.每次她站在鱼缸前凝望它的时候,男人的手,都会轻轻揉着她的发.细长的白手指.男人的指间,传来父亲一般的温暖.
她喜欢吃石榴.每次去男人家,他都会给他一个很大很新鲜的红石榴.她抱着血红的石榴,一颗一颗送入嘴中,咀嚼.
金鱼死了.无眼的黑色金鱼.翻着肚皮.头干瘪的死去.倒过来的嘴角,似乎在笑.
男人的尸体送到了她面前.那张因为从7楼落地的脸完全模糊了.嘴角微微上翘.那曾抚摸她的白色手指露出了白骨.他身上的血和石榴一样红.
她触摸那双手.僵硬的.没有了往昔的温度.她吻了那双没有生命力的手.以及裸露出的白骨.
她的绝望没有人了解.
她的恐惧没有人知晓.
她躲在黑暗中哭泣.
在卫生间的浴缸里,她把头埋入水中.
温暖的水.
她沉浸其中.呼吸.呼吸.呼吸.
她忽然变做了一尾鱼.
一尾有着大眼睛美丽的红色金鱼.
11月12日 模糊 外面的夜很黑
7月1日 记忆的片段 这样的夜里
忽然想到伊莎贝拉
在离开之前看的最后一部电影
很炎热的天气
他和她
拖着巨大的包袱
在深巷里缓缓的走着
没有任何言语
只是安静的走在一起
男人固执地要葡国菜
女孩不停地吃各种食物
他们都缺乏
爱和温暖
忽然就哭了.
最后，女孩肩上的两道淡淡的泪痕．
绿树的影子洒下来，在她的衬衫上铺排成一片班驳
清晰深刻
在阳光下.
生命和爱情在树叶的缝隙间，苍翠繁盛
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剩下我北風中漆黑中帶著淚 念當天當天跟他一起的每天 今天今天星閃閃 剩下我漆黑中北風中帶淚悼念 當天的心 歡欣 再也再也再也不見 一切已失去 不可以再追 12月25日 夜伤 夜 伤
深夜,未愈的伤口,再度撕裂 失去光明的孩子 在黑暗中独自舞蹈 在被遗忘的街角 尽情地独舞 一页乌云飘过 淹没身后长长的足迹 漫漫长夜里 黑暗掩盖了麻木的城市 在黑暗中,我们才能感受安全 在黑暗中,我们睁大黑色的眼睛 |
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